Searching Together In Isolation

Learning to mix up my days. I have stepped very far away from some things and closer to others. Meditation. Writing. Breathing, consciously. Knowing the difference. The difference between here and there. It's a shift indeed. This place. This place is a place one is searching for their entire life but its an unconscious search. How do you know you're searching when you're not even sure what the search is. This is very confusing. I know. It certainly was for me but I think I have an answer but please, feel free to critique as you please.

I forgot the answer.

Just like that it has temporarily escaped. Where it goes I always wonder. It's funny because if its meant to be, it always returns and if it doesn't? Well, thats sad but you learn to move on. These thoughts and ideas and reflections sometimes I'm not sure if its better for it to remain unconscious or if you want to bring it up. It can be quite overwhelming at some times.

Paused for reflection.

Is it weird to admire your own art? I guess if I was a chef or a baker like my sister I would totally admire my work. So yeah, its ok to admire your own work. Plus, the question is always the same, is this your work or you simply a channel? A little bit of both. The vision manifests through you so it can't go in and depart without your essence. Co-creators. Together. All of us. Seen and unseen. How could one truly love until this is understood. How could it be this or that, there is a result, isolation. If we say this or that, someone is isolated and in isolation love does not flow.