God is in my genitals

Surrounded by Catholicism

Surrounded by Judaism

Drowned in Islam

Correction

It’s not the originals but your books of perception that you surrounded and drowned me in

You collect others perceptions and have written your own books

This is just the way it is you say

God is everywhere watching you

You suppressed me, you shamed me and filled me debilitating with guilt 

You wrapped my roots with a ball and chain that linked to the noose around my neck

You energetically handicapped me 

Sexuality and Spirituality are two sides of the same kind but you sold me otherwise

Every time I desire, I am energetically handicapped and reminded of where I will end up if I follow through

Your God judges me for my thoughts and acts of desire

Lucifer! I found you another customer to burn in your fire!

You say they are separate in your books of perception when in fact they are partners

I don’t need to burn in Lucifers fire pit to suffer.

The guilt and shame you poor over me is punishment enough

Suffocation of my roots

Relationships that lack depth and fear of abundance

Disconnected from my power

walking around with a closed heart doused in darkness

Scared to share my voice

Inability to see

and connect to the heavens

With one hand you suppress the flower, stick an on/off switch on it and expect it to bloom on demand

With the other hand, you let the faucet run, under the false assumption there is unlimited supply you flush the seeds of life in the depth of the ocean

Do you not have respect for the rest of you being?

How could you? When you have wrapped the roots of being so tightly 

I’m on to you, I see what you did. Very clever. 

It is not me but your book of perceptions that will burn in Lucifers fire

You look outside for God

Where are you God? All I see is darkness and destruction

You keep looking outside with this confused face

You run to me, the world is ending, the world is ending, the world is ending

I listen to your list of reasons that reach infinity

Can’t you see that what you see is the reflection of your Self?

Don’t you see what I see?

That Sexuality and spirituality are two sides of the same coin?

I found the key to release your ball and chain, to open the gateway to heaven 

(Long sigh)

Creating beautiful deep relationships, embracing abundance

Plugged into my power

Showing up with an open heart 

Sharing my voice

I can finally see

and just getting a glimpse of heaven on earth

The world is not ending
The world is not ending
The world is not ending

Because I am only just fucking beginning.